[8:54am]
I'm not ill any more. I was out from last friday til wednesday really, but yeah I'm all good now. Nothing much to report on. Mostly while I was ill I was sitting in bed working on things for my music project. Not creative things, more like admin-y things, setting up some new merch stuff, etc.
I woke up at 5:30am in Birmingham today. I visited Mimi yesterday and I ended up staying over. We both had college this morning, so we left early and I drove her into college, then drove home. I should be in college right now, but I decided to skip my first lesson. And my 2nd is cancelled. So now all I've gotta do is go in for one lesson at 1pm, which is easy. That gives me time to regenerate my batteries. Was so tired driving back just now, had to put on the radio to keep me awake.
The day before yesterday I was going through some old boxes of my stuff which was super nostalgic, old notebooks and photos from when I was in primary school and that. I brought a couple of my doodle notebooks with me when I saw mimi to show her, and it was hilarious going through them. I had a little series of comic strips that were totally unfunny, but at the end of each one as the punchline I wrote "BAGA YAGA LOL", and looking through it now it just made no sense but we found it SOOO hilarious. baga yaga lol!
Yesterday we briefly took a walk and went into a pet store near her road, which reminded me of my childhood. She got her first pet, a hamster called Teacup i think, from there, so she found it reminiscent of her childhood too.
I feel like recently Ive been creating a lot of nostalgic memories. They're not nostalgic right now, but they will be soon. Just recently I started feeling nostalgic for September/early October, so that means my nostalgia cycle has a delay of roughly 5 months? So come late July, maybe i'll be writing about this moment.
One moment I'll definitely feel nostalgic about was when I dropped mimi off at college. We were just in my car, sitting in a small empty car park. it was 7:30 this morning, so no one was around. Something about that moment makes me tingle, I kind of feel nostalgic for it now already. The rain, that's what does it. It makes me wanna be inside and just look outside. Sitting in a still car in the rain is one of my favourite things to be honest.
Tomorrow I'm going to a party with a bunch of my old mates from school which'll be really fun. I feel bittersweet today. I feel like my life is changing. It's changing so that it has the potential to change even more if it were to ever change back.